Heyy :)

Well...Ummm....Hellloooooo....

i still haven't wrote Bust A Move in a looooonnnggg time.

i am always like this, i want to do it and try very hard but then i'm just too lazy after that. so i think i'm just gonna keep those novels in my head :)

well... i have nothing interesting really. same old monday,tuesday,wednesday and bla bla bla. see i'm just so lazy to even type the days of the week.

well i don't know if this is interesting or not but so like there this guy i use to like. his name is 'never gonna tell'  (lol). i've liked him for a very long time but i just don't think he likes me which i don't really mind cuz i'm still young. so don't wanna think about relationship and stuff. 

like so he's just my best guy-dude-boy-friend but everyone is like, "OMG Nina!! you should date *him*. he's so sweet to you and all" . but when i started year 6 it was just so AWKWARD

i mean i didn't talk to him for a whole year

so i'm like

just cuz i'm not in the same class as you but whatever. but when this year came, i plucked up the courage and said hey to him on fb. so then started a convo of me and him. i was smiling to everything he typed. 

and when i told my friends they were like 

"He's so gonna totally want to date you." 

i told him my secrets, he'd tell his. i had a problem then he helped me through it but all of a sudden he was ignoring me, he kept saying watever. he was like mad at me somehow. he was turning into a jerk. he told me if i had any problem i could turn to him. i called him one night, i was crying, i needed help. i called but he just said he needed to sleep. i was heartbroken. his best friend needed him but sleep was more important. so one day he asked me do i like him. well i was furious because he did something i don't remember and that time i was no where close 'LIKING' AN A-HOLE LIKE HIM!! 

i was like 

so then i was like "kay" "whatever" "i don't care" "goodbye"

but then stupidly, people have been spreading stupid rumors about me and him. i heard he cried when we fought on fb and i blocked him, he came to school with red eyes, been crying at school, sulks when he sees me happy, angry when i am with another guy, hates me.

those are some random rumors that i heard. then month passed like leaves in the wind (lol) i soon unblocked him. then after that i heard that he 'coupled up with another girl' i was like WTF?!?! so i was like blasting 'Want U Back' by Cher Lloyd. 

and looked like this

then i lost hope of everything till an angel lit up my world. he was kind and all but still keeping my distance and now when that a hole sees me with him i just smile and laugh. 

"You, clearly didn't think this through,

if what i've been told is true,

You'll be coming back like boo,hoo,hoo."

and when you come back i'll be like

i think thats all for now. it's 12:53am now. And i want to say happy birthday to my friend Sahira who has helped me through my ups and downs, who's been there for me. today is her birthday. Happy B'Day Gurrlll :*

now here's Niall being cute!!

  i like the last one goofy-cute <3

Hugs And Tickles Everyone 

XOXO

Nina A.S